:: kenduri ::




finally, a kenduri doa selamat with family at sucasa.micasa. shall we consider this our penutup for 2014? hmmm...i think we shall... *smiles*

this year, macam giler sekejap je rasanya kan? tahu tahu je dah hujung tahun. berapa kerat blogpost je yang sempat i ols coretkan dah tetiba nak kene prepare for azam-baru topik. hehe, as if.

last saturday, selepas penat lelah dan semput mengatasi "obstacle" for a few months, we finally dapat tarik nafas lega. semuanya sudah teratur dan diatur dan yang tinggal is only to manage it. alhamdulillah. itu yang terus buat kenduri.

for the first time, kenduri yang proper. kalau setakat makan2 biasa memang dah selalu sangat. but this time it was proper kenduri. i smiled in my heart masa baca doa. Tuhan aja yang tahu how overwhelmed i felt. great feeling i tell you. stared at LVDV's glad face was a heartfelt. the best part, LVDV's family came (aunties, uncles n cosins)..loved the house (and the food. ehem, ehem). nenek also came and terus jadi macam jejak kasih Kg Periuk tetiba,

as usual, i cook. eh, takkan nak amik catering ye tak...that would be an insult! i love cooking and see homecooked happy faces! menu nasi putih, sambal sotong, ayam goreng, sayur brocolli-mushroom, udang goreng kunyit and telor asin. hambik kau...5hrs kat dapur sensorang. which is why i look like crap during kenduri...no make up messy hair-do natural beauty wakluuu.. masa masak last dish, i ols dah sakit pinggang tapi it went away when semua lauk abis licin. mekasih korang-korang! another heart felt moment for me. :)

may we have more kenduri or yang sama waktu dengannya macam nie in the near future. i know i owe my bunch of primary schoolmates sambal udang petai,  geng GBS a BBQ sesh, my bestie RaiZo nasi lemak n sambal sardin, ween & jiran yati a small makan2 session, my 2 fav lil family Nana Hans Hayyan Hannah n  Yaya Ellin Maryam a pot-luck chillout n Jez a box of cuppies. sabar eh semua..we try our best to find time. inshaAllah.

looking forward to 2015 with high hopes. amin!

:: now i understand ::

" the true mark of maturity is when somebody hurts you and you try to understand their situation instead of trying to hurt them back"...tis appeared on my insta TL. i would assume they are still immature and the only situation i would wanna understand is that they are bloody idiots.

u know how rumors travels fast?
not this time. it took a while. yet it was somehow meant to be. if it wasnt for LVDV i would've smack the shit out of them already. okay tipu, im not that brutally of a kak long kawasan type. haha. trust me, i never will be. but u get the idea of how mad i am right?

but the rumors did took place. and it hurt. scarred me quite deep cuma tinggal nak cry it out. but after  deep thoughts, that crying thing is not gonna happen just cause i have so much respect of my life right now. there's so many things happening at this moment...so many things to be thankful for...so many things to feel blessed for..and maybe just maybe, sakit hati yang satu nie is God's reminder for me to always keep my feet on the ground.

"be the better person babe.." my bestlovefriend would always remind me. and so i shall. sudahnya, me kurang marah now. i guess im okay. inshaAllah. now i understand.

it would be a pleasure to plot my revenge but im too old for that now. my time is very precious. i dont have the energy to hate people anymore. apalagi nak membalas apa kejadah. sudah-sudahlah, sedar diri. korang punya hatred is my blessings,..alhamdulillah.

to whom it may concern, ive stopped mendoakan yang terbaik. sebab takde benda baik yang datang from u ols pon. i now pray for your happiness. sebab i kesian.

okbai.

:: i got married! ::

yuhuuuu...i got married!

my mom in particular is gonna freak out if she knew. tak pon she'll be like "apa laa u ni Nia"...but then benda nie small matter so takyah la bagitau mama ye tak? LVDV was like "u nie dah kenapa nak kawen2 bagai?" ...giler emo. bhahahaha.

i indeed have the tendency to get married secretly. but hello....baju kawen ropol2 je dah 9k takkan tak nak kepochi? hahahaha. and look at my hasben, cap ke blakang and sunglass kpop bro. btw, his name is Jordan.


LVDV selalu bising kalo amik pix i end up mata tutup. im naturally like dat. dalam game pon aku tutup mata. pffts! there you go people, got married in Florence. kelas kau jahh!

ini semua angkara soulsistah Shazna. she got me into this. now im hooked. so far attending photoshoots and fashion shows. skali-skala do appearance at parties. kemain lagi kan? i have a shop, a cat, an apartment and a grand house in Miami. gigih siot.

so far happily married. but i still go on dates with my hasben, si Jordan. oh well, after a couple of years i still even go on dates with LVDV. i still flirt tho (dalam game nie i mean..hoh) but that's just for fun and to get more gigs.

i know. i know. im very gegirl like that. i play Kim K's game n all. before that i was on My Little Pony punya game. angkara soulsistah jugak. i dunno la game apa pulak lepas nie dia nak recommend pastu i follow. hahaha. pengaruh kuat la u bebeh!

if anyone is playing the same game, add me up ok? kita bole photoshoot kat GLAMM sama2 for high-end cover photo. *winks*

will hapdate bila ku beranak plak nanti. kbye!



:: im not gonna lie ::

okay. okay. okay.
im not gonna lie. sebab lying will just make things worse. right?
okay fine. i totally forgot to update. no, i forgot i had a blog. bhahahaha. super lame giler excuse ku tapi at least im not lying....

saw Gyena's blog post on her jalan2 trips kat timeline FB baru laa tersedar diri like "eh, when was the last time i updated mine?" ..bila check hambek kau. bulan 8. rasa macam loser blogger giler.

well, im not gonna lie and make promises that i cant keep. semoga lepas nie ku tidak hilang ingatan lagi pada luvtanya.blogspot ini, hehehe.

if ure wondering how im doing, syukur alhamdulillah, i am sihat walafiat and kinda busy. a lot has happened and a lot more is gonna happen in the near future. i made a nazar which i have to tunaikan. inshaAllah, i will. so far so good.

besides that, im happily ever after with LVDV. we complete each other in a lot of ways. not only we finish each other sentences but we also finish each other's food too. senang giler jaga dia. cukup makan, cukup minum, cukup tido, cukup io n cukup urut kaki...all is well. kan syg? (i know ure reading tis)

okay got to go for now. my hair is wrapped in honey n telor kuning. salon time. til i write again ya? dont put ur hopes high. maybe new year nanti. hahaha, kidding. soon laa...inshaAllah.

thank u readers for not unfollowing. i appreciate it much. big virtual sloppy cheek-kiss to eone! xxox!




:: #moviereview Guardian of the Galaxy ::

im sorry. i almost forgot i had a blog til the other day in the cinema hall LVDV turned and said ...

LVDV - "eh..u lama tak buat movie review kat blog u eh? napa?"

...krik krik....*thinking* ..i replied to my defense..

Me - "haah kann..sebab citer sumer tak best kot...or i tak suka" *phew!*

LVDV - "tapi dulu citer best ke tak best ke ..suka ke tak ke u tulis je review?"

....siot. terus menjawab..

Me - " ermm..kan. tapi citer2 yg lately ni o siap tetido so meaning i x suka. so tak paham jalan cerita"

nampak tak gigih coverline. it bothered me somehow...macam rasa bersalah dekat blog sendiri. and therefore, hello everyone jom kita review citer Guardian of the Galaxy. heh.

in case u dont know, this is a Marvel movie. obviously expect ohsem. on a general level i would say...best. on a personal level i would say...best la jugak not bad.

the story is about how orang jahat boleh jadi orang baik secara tak sengaja. it's an A to Z action packed movie so sila pergi toilet before movie starts.

galaxy characters...i am very sure everyone is gonna love Groot. sebab dia paling ohsem and paling senang nak paham cause all of his scenes he has the simplest dialog to say "im Groot" ..make sure u stay til end to jumpe Groot junior yang tersangat lah comel and groovy. hehehe..

then we have Gambora played by Zoe Saldana. she was blue before but now she's green. like shrek's princess fiona punya greenish who lost a lot of weight. she's the only aweks cun in the movie pon...ada la aweks lain tapi dia je yang siuman. yg lain all..crazy tak bertempat. she has a baby sis yang berkaler biru and menggelabah ull feel like giving her a slap! oh wait..that's just me. -.-"

tis guy...i mean binatang Racoon called Rocket is one animal who menceceh je all the time. he talks a lot n genius in fixing stuffs. who can escape from prison 22times? he can.

and main character is Peter...a.k.a Star-Lord. he doesnt have perfect skills but he listens to incredable awesome songs on his walkman. i definitely want that mixtape playlist. best giler kot...well, old school but still super awesome kot.

overall...it's entertaining. still not sure if it is categorised under superheroes but in a way kinda heroic la jugak. they saved a whole planet..if u know what i mean. there are other characters yang familiar to see if ure a Marvel fan. i had infos from LVDV. hehehe..

btw, just so u know, we watched this on the 3rd day of Raya. try to spot the happy faces! ngeee!!

:: krabi with a purpose ::

If i took a later time to blog about this pretty sure this is gonna be under the #throwback segment. Hehehe..last week was crazy busy. This week harapnya everything is as planned. InshaAllah.
So ceritanya ke Krabi was to surprisekan bakal pengantin sorang nie, si Zuzu. She's getting married next month...so dia n d other gals had planned for an all-girls getaway...which was perfect for a bachelorette moment! Lama giler plan undercover pasal hal nie...LVDV came up with the idea of wanting to surprisekan Zuzu. After all itu kan bestfriend dia...i can never simpan such a long rahsia from my bff i think. This one took months okay!

Since LVDV punya work schedule is as crazy, we had no other choice but to find time to accomodate the dates they've already booked. Last2 we could only join them for just a day but the pre-excitement of surprising Zuzu was more than a day i tell u. Dah beli ticket flights, kene duduk diam2 ..no sharing in fb, no tweeting, no instagram-ing! One after another... flights, hotel, activities all was set and waiting for the date.

We flew in a few days earlier for our #miniHM enjoying Krabi who welcomed us with hujan lebat. Sabar je laaa...Zuzu at that time was already on her way to KL. bila dia on the road i totally forgot yang cik kak nie memang rajin ber-online. Time nie la baru nampak her tweets and check-ins. Tak pasal2 pagi2 boleh pulak dia tweet tanya "packing nak pergi mana?" ...hambek kau. menggelabah nak reply. i answered differently from LVDV. nasib baik dapat coverline balik. phew!

Krabi was.....intimate. hahahahahaha...not that kind of intimate ure thinking of ya! intimate dalam konteks post nie is #berdualebihbaik. Siap hashtag. Kelas kau! Ke mana2 memang berdua. Memang sesuai untuk quality time and goofing around and makan segala benda yang teringin. Not to mention, jalan-jalan sampai kedai all tutup and there were no tuk-tuk around to get us back to hotel. Lembik kaki. Hashtag baru, #berduabersatu ...kahkahkah!!

I did a couple first timers masa kat Krabi. 1st was urut kaki. First day jalan2 at Ao Nang town, we found a spot yang ohsem called Kaohom. Found means we got attracted with the price yang murah giler 200baht per hour and attracted with the marketing person, aweks LadyBoy yg sgt persistent. Kau paham ke kau tak paham ke dia menceceh sampai ke sudah. I am only normal with body massage...foot massage, i abnormal. The whole time aku gelak mengekek i swear couple mat salleh in front of us took a video of me. hahahaha...even akak yang urut me also gelak when i gelak. How can u people not gelak? Geli geleman sehhh...LVDV scolded me after a while..katanya i killed mood dia nak tido. Tak paham aku...tido camner when someone tekan2 kaki ngan kayu?!?!? But the shoulder massage was really good. Eased some urat2 bahu yang sangat stiff nie.

Then the 2nd first timer i did was....snorkeling!! My definition of snorkeling sebelum nie is berdiri in the water and tunduk face down to see the fishes. Hair perfectly still kering. But this time teman LVDV punya pasal masa island hopping, aku siap lompat masuk laut from the boat okay! As much as im proud with myself, the moment i reached into the laut ada aunty cina nie terjerit-jerit dari atas boat, "amoiiii...amoiiii...kepala...itu kepala..." ...took me a while to paham rupanya the goggle from my kepala tercampak masuk laut!!! turned around to save it but it was too late...tenggelam dah. Tenggelam masuk swimming pool i might gigih la jugak but tenggelam dalam laut...im sorry, goodbye la jawabnya. Haihhh...things i do for love. Eh? it was nothing much to see since visibility was keruh..but i think i saw a few ikan bilis...weehoo! 5minit pertama all i did was hissing at LVDV asking kenapa la i asyik tertelan air laut nie?!? saya budak baru belajar, kalau salah tolong tunjukkan...patotnya. LVDV was more like i salah, dia gelakkan. Pffts.

The day we join the gals, we naik a daddy elephant named Poody, berendam in the Hot Spring small pond and swam in the Emerald pool. By the time we reached the Tiger Cave Temple i was already lemau n tired and hungry. Other reasons i avoided jalan2 was because there were too many hanjingsssssss.....one came near me n all i wanted to do is to panjat on top of the van nearby. Stress aku.

All in all, i think it was a pretty good short trip. Remember the bachelorette idea? Well, that never happenend when we were there....sia2 bawak pajamas bagai kononnya. It's either the gals lupa or they malu with LVDV or they just didnt wanted us to join. A bit sad (and pissed) since that was the main purpose for the trip pon...pergi sebab nak celebrate bride-to-be. Should've went out mengopi with Zuzu instead jer kann..demms! Apa2 pon mission accomplished..and for that Alhamdulillah. hope u were surprised Zuzu!! 


:: mom's day with Cakra ::

when a guy, talks about his mother n felt sebak n shed a tear, now that is worth my bergenang airmata too. in other words, he is super sweet n im super kememe actually. hahaha..am talking about Cakra Khan. on stage last week he was telling us about how he wanted to bring his mom along but she couldnt make it..terus dia macam nangis. sobs!sobs!

Cakra Khan had his album launching recently at HRC and EraFM was such a genius celebrate sekali in advance Mom's Day. so winners could bring their mom along and Cakra would serenade the mommies singing everyones favorite Mama song. how ohsem is that? and yes..the mothers who came were really extra excited on stage. hahaha..and was good since Cakra was really attentive and the mommies were all such a good sport!

a couple of nights before the actual launching, Cakra had a #goshow session at Bora Ombak. naik stage , sang 3 songs n balik. nak tengok the exclusive video kene check it out at EraFM's website. kalau nak tengok the 30seconds sneak peak can watch it in my Keek. macam biasa. hehe.

such a humble guy, we had a 20mins ngedate session with him d next day before his show in RTM. nampak tak gigih sebab tak sempat langsung snap pics on launching day. obviously not me. lvdv n bff dia tis time. but i got my CD autographed by him! yeay! many thanx to Kak Farina n Bob. 
mekasihhhhh!


:: #moviereview The Amazing Spiderman 2 ::

i think, superhero yang paling kememe skali so far would definitely be Spiderman. watching the movie screening yesterday adalah dalam 5x kot dia sedih and cried. ye lahhh..dengan nak lawan villains lagi...and nak kesian dekat aunty dia lagi...and teringat pasal parents dia mati lagi...and broke up with Gwen and she had to move to England lagikkk...and then si Gwen....eh, too much info. stress giler jadi Spidey no wonder la dia tak membesar. tidur tak lena, makan tak kenyang agaknya kan?

but personally for me, watching Spidey this time macam takde 'ummpphhh' ...i expected something more. something more....exciting. thrilling. nerve-wrecking. something yang would make go 'NOOOOoooooOOOoooo!!!!' ..the only adrenaline rush i had was following him main lompat sana sini within the buildings. that was fun. macam naik flying fox yang terhoyong-hayang. this time macam takde climax. maybe cause it was mostly predictable. *mata kuyu*

but thumbs up to Electro. Jamie Foxx played this character so well. i almost didnt recognised him. i mean, i wasnt sure if he became a mutant or he had super powers or he was just cursed. bad things does happen to good people. hmmm...and not to forget Harry. Peter Parker's bestfriend. lama x jumpe pon still anggap bestfriend kau si Peter nie. bagus betol...but like any other friendship yang kawan acuh tak acuh..over small matter (a.k.a Harry wants Spiderman's blood) friendship masuk longkang. btw Harry u need to change your hairstyle please...it's so...Nick Carter BSB u know. heh.

nak tahu citer kelakar? like any other Marvel movie..we waited sampai end credit. actually 3/4 of d hall waited until the end of the end of the end of the end credit. gigih kannnnnn....for those watching soon, no harm waiting till the end credit. ada lagu Alicia Keys yang best. And that's about it. gigih kannnnnn.....bhahahaha!

sapa tahu dalam comic nama girlfriend Spiderman apa? it wasnt Gwen Stacy right? *curious*

:: #moviereview The Other Women ::

the lawyer. the wife and the boobs.

now, there's Mark. who has a wife, Kate. who also has an exclusive girlfriend, Carly. who also has a super hot scandal, Amber. and when they meet one another, they became good friends. hence, good bye Mark sila pergi jahanam.

throughout the movie all i could think of was...perempuan tetap perempuan. macamana sakit hati or keras hati or malas nak layan or meroyan or menyampah or meluat or copycat nak mampos or benci sangat or semua yang sama waktu dengannya...we still end up caring for each other. at the end of the day, sedar ke tak sedar, we actually forgive.

ladies please go watch it with ur besties. have a girls day out n include this chick-flick in. watch it with ur man if u wanna drop him some hints of 'tis-is-what-u-get-if-you-betray-me' kinda thing. nasty ending i tell you.

guys, if you intend to stare at some real boobies size D or drool over Nicki Minaj's nice trunk, tag a few friends along n leave girlfriends at home. if she's there with you, staring would be so rude but looking and laughing at the same time would somewhat do the trick of 'coverline' ..teeheehee. if you are currently having a few relationships at once, go watch alone. tis is mati-aku-kantoi movie for you dude.

watching it again soon laa.. just cause Kate reminds me of bestfriend, Sue. hehe.. :p

have fun watching peeps!

:: #moviereview Brick Mansions ::

oh no..i think i missed a couple of weeks punya review...terlupa (with a dash of malas) tapi takpe bila rajin nanti ill just do some write up ok?

so tis week, Brick Mansions is out. clearly everyone yang datang to watch this movie is watching sebab Paul Walker. i am one of those people. semata. pastu bila mamat tu keluar kat screen..sebak! sobs..sobs..

storyline...not bad. start2 citer je ull be impressed by those 'pakour moves' by Lino. dia 2nd hero dalam citer nie. quite smooth lompat sana lompat sini macam main video game. hehe..somehow reminds me of a the movie step up n divergent combined.

like any other action movies, ada good guys and ada bad guys and ada the lagi badder guys. ada one hot chick yang pretty giler n one sexy chick yang suam2 kuku. of course, kawan2 lain yang ramai tak semena-mena.

Brick Mansions is actually a no-go area for rakyat jelata. it's an area where gangsters n mobs n drug dealers n mereka yang sama waktu dengannya berhabitat. none of the rich n famous dares to step in the area. polis paling tak pergi area tu. kalau dalam movies magic2 it's almost like the forbidden forest. gituhhh!

Paul Walker is an undercover cop. a very good n handsome undercover cop. as predicted, he had to enter Brick Mansions with a mission, to disarmed a bomb. from there the truth unveils. sila pergi tengok if nak tahu wat happened. nanti hilang thrill kalau citer sampai ending.

clear enuff nothing beats his car racing actions in fast n furious but as his last movie puas hati tengok him berkali-kali. before end credit ada a moment of silence for him n that was sad. *bergenang airmata*

kalau tak nak nanges buy extra food like me. mengunyah segala macam sampai abis movie. btw, it's the only movie yang ada scene gengster most wanted-nya masak kari mak dia kat dapur island tengah2 living room. kau hado? bhahaha..enjoy peeps!

:: my 1000th ::



90 weeks ago. i signed up.
90 weeks later, i somehow reached my 999th post. giler siot. i mean for orang lain tak giler sangat la but for me, giler siot. and selama ive been posting, ive never deleted not even one post BUT someone did deleted 1 post before FOR me..no wait, for diri sendiri n kawannya juga mungkin. tapi takpe la..post yang itu i redha.

my posts are not for suka2. my posts are not for people...okay, maybe yang ada #mohonterasa or #towhomitmayconcern is. it's mainly for me. for me to remember my moments in life. to remember my feelings on that day. that is why it's only 1 post a day...and if it's more than 1 pretty sure the other fews are to complete the storyline of the day.

pernah ada yang request for me to delete my old posts. as much as i wanna respect that request, unfortunately i wont. partly sebab im one hell of a degil person so i refuse. and another part is because those are my pictures taken with my camera, so dont u think that request is a bit disrespectful to me? it's not about holding on to the past, it's about me cherishing memories. things i keep to myself for MY memory lane. u see, i dont do stuffs like "eh ingat tak time kita pergi...bla bla bla..." jarang sekali i look back n repeat cerita sampai basi. i cherish the moments. that's important to me. i do throwbacks but only on thursdays. hari lain, ngak ada. lvdv promised and proposed me with new memories and so far 16GB is not enough!

if ure my follower, it's usually a rotation of people in my life, lvdv, ohanas, gbs-keramat, friendships, food, #aotd, my kintys n those adorable toddlers yg bukan my kids in my instagram. once in a while, i selfie or have scenery posts whenever i travel and birthday wishes for those close to heart. ..not to forget im a sucker for quotes (daily status posts on fb if u noticed) so yeah...skali skala sumbat post quotes yang ala sapa makan cili dia rasa pedas or yang suam2 kuku sarcastic tempias siap hashtag or yang loving habis ala2 cintaku sampai ke ethopia.

i tried for a while to private my insta but it was no fun so nowadays i private ke tak ikot mood. hahahaha...bole ke macam tu? i know who my stalkers are..so bila i post yet they reply kat their own insta or they tweet siap ada hashtag bagai, i get curious. i also know who my copycats are...at first i was damn furious but after a while, im beyond flattered. if u ols needs a manual on 'how-to-be-Nia-101' please dont hesitate to buzz me via whatsapp. pffts!

and after kegigihan memuatkan all pictures (mekasih photogrid), im dedicating my 1000th post as a tribute it to my 999th other posts. im a happy luvtanya!


:: mencari cinta ::

sabtu lepas, i mencari cinta dekat konsert.
(nampak tak statement bakal kene sound dgn LVDV tu? mati gwe!)

hehehe...okay i betolkan ayat. sabtu lepas, i dapat cinta kat konsert. eh?!?! okay fine...sabtu lepas, i pegi Konsert Judika Mencari Cinta. obviously pergi dengan yg dicintai n dikasihi n disayangi. obviously i takpayah cari cinta sangat tapi cari cinta dengan Judika di konsertnya itu perlu sebab....his voice memang buat korang jatuh cinta.

have u heard him sing? live? hawwwmawwwgaddddd....his voice is sick! sickly awesome-nak-mams! u get me right? how am i describing tis? how can u not fall in love the moment he sing.."dengarlah sayangku, tiada yang lain saat ini..engkaulah yang ada dihati, selamanya ada dihati" ...memang macam spoof! kene spell jatuh cinta there and then.

disclaimer: he got married last august. demmitz!

konsert starts at 9pm...we were there since 430pm. gigih mencari cinta kan? hahaha..nahhh, had a quick bbq garden session for bfast cum lunch cum dinner with Dina first. she hosted that night. we had fun behind the stage...selain prank org n taking selfies dgn monopod Dina ngan keeps menyenget..we also attended the rehearsal session for one of the ERAfm winner who got to sang with Judika atas stage during concert. i is jelly!

then post concert was the most important part...supper at Valentine Roti, Jalan Gurney. important adalah sebab Raja Faraa joined! *jaw-dropped* almost felt like miracle it ever happened! hahahaha...i know siot je kan. but what to do..i hardly get to lepak with her apatah lagi pergi ber-supper-dek! sampai terbawak dalam mimpi session itu tau! mekasih babe..for spending some time with us over 2keping roti canai for u, sekeping lagi for me, sup ayam for Lynn, roti tampal n toseii for Dina n Nana, megi goreng ayam for Zach n tak-ingat-air-apa for Ash. she mentioned to supper again soon which i suspect dia nak repeat sebab tak dapat air dalam gelas besi tu...hahahaha..kidding! 

btw, sing-a-long for Judika's songs are all in my keek ...bole pegi jenguk sana. wait, did i mention he sang Isabella with Amy Search too? yups...epic!!!!!!! im still keeping Judika, u ols can take Amy la k?

:: #moviereview Sabotage ::

my 1st advice about watching this movie is  please make it your last choice. my 2nd advice is make sure korang cukup tido to watch it. final advice, janganlah makan sambil menonton, you'll end up like me, makan tak abis.

i wouldnt say citer nie tak best but i think it was a bit too slow. draggy a bit and too slow. it's everywhere here n there and too slow. u get me right?

it's about a team of DEA, headed by Breacher (Arnold Schwazenegger) who screwed up big time during a drug raid. they lost (or rather like stole) 10mil during the operation. 6 months down the road, Breacher had to do office chores while the case was under investigation. obviously authorities cannot do anything and they were back on the job. after a while, one by one of the team members were killed brutally.

and when i say brutally...you'll be seeing kepala pecah, body parts everywhere, isi perut orang, direct straight tembak in the head, kelar leher, mayat kembong in the lake, mayat dalam peti ais and of course lots n lots n lots n lots of blood. puddles of blood. but on the other side of non-brutal, you'll see boobies. all same size boobies. and a few ass-es. i think it's suppose to help suppress the brutal killings. agaknya la.

jalan cerita takde la cliche sangat but the casts.....ermmm...could've been better. my pov. Breacher dah tua.....kannnn...(but he looked good...facelift kot) so he was a bit too slow for a medium-fast so-so movie. u get me? owh let me warn you, there's a kissing scene between Breacher and the lady-police. ku tak sanggup tengok so i was like "are u kidding me?!? ewww!"  in the hall. -________-"

half way movie i turned to LVDV, "nak balik tak?"....but then again tis is my review. u people might like it. go watch la k? it's out today at cinemas.

p/s: ill try my best to do reviews on every movie screening i go to. suka or not. dulu2 ill blog if i suka only. hahaha..pilih kasih sangat aku nie kan?







:: i will survive ::


sometimes u wonder, how friendship works over the years. between me n Annie n Acha, above picture explains how. they're just like family. that's why our bonding are like sisters. that's why they are my giloss-people. 

who in the world would check status catu air for u pukul 1.36am? Annie would. i didnt ask her to. she just did. and informed us right away. sorry for the bodoh line..hormones pompuan tgh emosi kan..hahaha. masa the whole catu air started, she posted the listing on our fb. cray-cray right? But i guess that's how we show love n care to each other. 

i dont get to see these too as often as i want to. masing2 dgn life sendiri. masing2 busy dgn anak2 (annie has a boy, acha 2 girls n 1 boy n 1 in d oven, me ada 6 cats, 1 hedgehog n 1 baby bunny..nampak x busy giler kat situ?) masing2 ada 24hrs in a day. but we've been in each other lives without fail for the past 18yrs. i have no idea how i survived them. serious. 

who in the world would think Amber Heard is adik to Amber Chia? Acha would. she got pissed Johnny Depp got engaged. i still gelak guling2 looking back at that conversation. sengal giler. check my instagram kalau nak join gelak terbahak. LOL. 

just like family we buzz each other at any time of the day.  sometimes right after subuh, sometimes  before mandi, sometimes tengah pagi buta when eone is asleep. bebila teragak je la! and topics can be  about almost anything including catuan air. 

u know those friends that ur parents warned about when u were in high-school? yup. for me, it was them. but they are the same friends that gives me strenght n support n never left my side, masa susah n senang, masa gelak n nanges, masa ada n takde. the same friends who includes me in their doa's...and for that, i thanked u gals for being in my life. 

ill try to survive another 18yrs. 







:: #moviereview Captain America ::

this movie was much awaited.and for that wait, i must say it was best giler. lagi best giler-giler if u watch it in 3D. lagi dan lagi best dan best giler-giler n super giler if u watch it kat IMAX. definitely we're gonna watch it again at IMAX, lvdv cakap.. dia kan Marvel fanatic. :)

starting movie was a bit slow cause Steve a.k.a Captain America was doing his normal jogs. but the moment dia stop lari...i was like..."hish badan kauuuuu" ...berkepak tau! Damn fineeee...but that is not the review. itu point of view. Hehe..

comparing to the first movie, this was definitely an awesome sequel. Notice the penggunaan best n giler earlier? Yups...worth a thumbs up. Jalan cerita biasa la cliche a bit, superhero stuffs...but cliche with a twist! 

they had some additional characters Black Widow n Falcon but nothing beats the super-mysterious Winter Soldier. he doesnt come out all the time but when he does, ull be like..."giler siot dia nie" ...sebabnya awesome dia macam almost sama level ngan Steve. Like seriously, no one catches Captain America's shield like a frisbee?!?!?! Well, no one except Winter Soldier! Duhhh! 

while lvdv was excited seeing Hill, Fury's assistant, i on the other hand was super excited when i saw Steve's neighbour. I loved her in Revenge (tengok tak series nie?) and oh-so love her in Captain America too!! Was waiting for Steve to make his moves on her but that didnt happened. Hoh! 

im not gonna tell u the best part of the movie...i almost cried u know...*sniffs,sniffs*...but im gonna tell u to sit down n wait til ending credit part 1 cause ada extra scene. then please still remain seated through-out ending credit part 2 sebab ada lagi scene after that. Marvel kan...they always give u hints for the next movie. lvdv saw the word Avengers and got all excited all over again. -.-" 

enjoy the movie u ols! 



:: #moviereview Divergent ::

i just knew, direct translation to the word Divergent is 'mencapah' it BM. that's d first thing you'll notice masa starting of the movie. hahaha..well okay let's see apa yang dicapahkan..huhu

this movie is almost but not quiet the same as Hunger Games. someone told me it's a trilogy therefore nie kira 1st part and i think if u dont watch this one u will not understand the sequels kot..sebab part 1 nie explains apa itu mencapah..hahaha..ok ok that sounded weird..definition of Divergent tu apa.

so in this particular world where everyone lives in Chicago, they are separated into 5 fractions; Amity, Candor, Abnegtion, Dauntless and Erudite. Each puak has their own ciri2 , own ketua, own jobs, own strenght and own weaknesses. at a certain point of teenage life, you are required to undergo a test which helps you to define your own self and to which puak are you most belonged to. But despite the results of the test, you are still entitle to self-choose which fraction u wanna be apart. semuaorang have to be in a certain puak cause if you are fraction-less u are considered sampah masyarakat la gitu...

main characters are Tris & Four ..just so u know my eyes sparkles everytime i write Four. bhahaha..and i think Sandra is also smiling everytime she reads the word Four..hahaha..i tell u mamat ni handsome giler..im warning u girls, get ready to be angau of him! like seriously...gorjesssss! i melted a bit through-out the movie. no kidding. lepas movie pon me and Sandra tak abis2 describing his handsome-ness. Sampai kene tinggal ngan Wan n LVDV sebab xlarat nak layan kitaorang. *sengih* oh wait, there's also Kate Winslet, she aged gracefully i think..even with wrinkles.

well, expect actions n lawan2 scene (like omg dat hurts!ouch!) and fun and an awesome flying fox scene...and a lil bit of love story yang acuh tak acuh in between. One obvious lesson learned from this movie is that LOVE heals. heals better with Four of course!! hahaha..saya kasi 4 stars!! Hehe..okay gediks. Lol.

Selamat menonton! (and berangan girls!) 

:: hi singapore! ::

Universal Studios Singapore was never on my #wishlist but since lil sis Mira wanted to go (again) so we thought why not just for her birthday treat this year. and since the bf tagged along and we discovered his b'day was in march as well so...double celebration la!

i havent been to Singapore for ages. and by ages, it was in 1992. Singapore was my last trip with arwah atuk we went to Pulau Sentosa ( that was new kot masa tu ) and d year after that he passed away. i wore a yellow tshirt and green 3/4 tights pants n rambut no-rebonding. thank God no fashion police arrested me. what was i thinking! hoh!

so 22yrs fast forward...i still wore a 3/4 tights pants to Singapore. hahahaha..i just realised after dah balik JB. suratan atau kebetulan atau kebongokans. hahaha..or maybe it was just my style in Singapore. lmao.



as usual, trip started early morning after breakfast but we sampai USS nearly almost noon. as usual, i do things that i don't do (anymore) in my own country like walking and taking buses. i wore K-Mart sneakers which are not mine...and i read maps. tourist sangat kan? hahaha.. we took a bus from Larkin, rat-raced thru immigration and took MRT to USS. nasib baik semua sihat n fit so jalan pon laju2 kemain pastu haus tak hengat.

6 hours dalam USS we naik almost all rides. kiddy rides pon we bedal. it is a theme park so who cares! had lunch and sambung main rides lagi sampai tutup. since it was a Thursday, naik rides adalah heaven cause no waiting line! i took pictures of almost everything including the rest room signs. other pictures were LVDV posing here and there...and a few of us. nothing cliche. saya tak suka.

i was impressed LVDV overcame dia punya fear factor of not going on a roller coaster! i truly don't know if dia naik semata sebab me or sebab suddenly ter-berani but yang penting, mission accomplished! hahaha...expression muka memang terbaik during those snap shots!! im so proud and touched! ;')





















abis USS we sambung fun at the Song of the Sea show at the beach area in Sentosa Resort...and after that we took MRT to Marina Bay Sands. where we practically lay down at the jetty area for a bit while. and then it was 11pm-ish kelam kabut baru nak cari jalan kuar from Singapore. bengongs.

all in all it was such a fun trip. no more sesat after this. (nampak tak ayat akan return back soon...hehe) there were reasons i didn't wanna go at first but i aim to replace memories and i guess i did quite a good job. *winks*  thank you kamoo...and Happy Birthday Mira & Eit!

p/s: videos all are in my keek!

:: #luvcooks corned beef pasta ::


bertuah punya budak is when ur darling gurlfriends buzzez u on whatsapp at 3pm-ish request nak makan kat umah on a sunday...ETA 6pm-ish. perah otak pikir apa nak masak...yang senang and yang sedap. *eh sedap ke? Haha* obviously my choice will always be pasta. paling senang and paling cepat.

Zuzu was in town last weekend...bakal pengantin was doing some shopping. Since she stays in Terengganu, her visits to KL are somewhat special...and since dia je yang slalu takde masa melepak with Zizi n Zaza so i guess let's cook something different for Zuzu. As different as new resipi-bedal first time try out..haha.

Jom masak Corned Beef Pasta!

Bahan2:
Pasta - i used linguini
Corned beef
Shitake mushrooms
Cherry tomatoes
Cili padi - suka hati brapa banyak pon
Bawang besar + bawang putih

How to:
1. Tumis bawang + cili padi sampai golden brown then add the corned beef. Biar sampai almost garing.
2. Add in garam before masukkan pasta n mushrooms.
3. Add cherry tomatoes and gaulkan everything sama rata. Ready to served!
4. Cheese is optional. If u want u can add parmesan after dah tutup api and just mix it up all together. :)

I guess Zuzu loved it. Ain who came along tambah sampai tiga kali...hahaha terharu akak! Alhamdulillah..thank u korang datang makan kat umah kita. Next time Zuzu bawak hasben skali la ekk..hehe

Of course, before leaving some camwhoring in the living room..bak kata Ain 'pic keluarga' ..smiles!


:: cinta dalam hati ::



first date. first karoks. first song. okay, not the first concert but at least Ungu sang liveeeeeeee....fall in love all over again. *gedebuk!* Pasha was such a cute permandangan i barely took my eyes off him. kadang-kadang in between songs, i forgot LVDV kat sebelah for about 10seconds sebab was sooo into him. hahaha... eh, that's not me being fanatic. just being homaii-comeynya-ko-pasha-oiiiii ....*sengih*

im a sucker for love songs. and mostly Ungu punya love songs are about patah hati and break-ups and cinta tak kesampaian and what not, but i dont care cause i sing them like im in love. totally the opposite. remember their song tajuk Sayang? that's entirely about the guy wanting to break-up with the girlfriend dengan cara sopan...and suppose to be sedih right? but when i sing (mostly in the car while driving alone), jadi lagu jom-break-tapi-u-still-have-to-love-me-no-matter-what. gilerrrrr takkkk kau nieeee...tapi tu contoh je la. not my favorite pon. why would anyone think lagu mintak break is a sweet thing? gilo mu.

walaupon macam frust skit sebab bukan Pasha yang nyanyi lagu CDH tu that night tapi takpe la...guitarist Ungu pon bole laaa..asalkan nyanyi, im happy and tak lama lepas tu kitaorang pon chow! hahaha.. nak view Pasha can visit my keek @peluvtanya ...walaupon keek dah tak trending nowadays, pedulik apa. dah register apa bagai might as well make use of it kan? 

thank you LVDV for this moment. i heart you rindu! 

:: gigih ::


Nie namanya gigih.

one of my bestfriend, Annie posted this on facebook siap tag nama me n Acha. and it all started with a hi hello conversation in whatsapp which i dont know how it lead to issue Selangor takde air. then they both were blabbing about tengah basuh baju sebab takot takde air. one thing after another, Annie siap call Syabas to enquiry. owh wait, did i told you this conversation took place at about 1130ish pm?!?!

Sebab tu laa...gigih. hahahaha!

ive known them like forever. high-school besties. u know..those girlfriends whom parents tak bagi kawan sangat sebab masing2 mengajar yang bukan2 and ntah apa2...ajar sneak-out laa...ajar pegi dating laa..ajar ponteng skolah laa..dan lain2 yang sama waktu dengan-nya. now, they're the best souls i know...im glad we stayed friends through thick and thin. through singles and couples. through happy and sad. through weddings and divorcings. through laki dulu ke laki sekarang..hahahaha

and over the years, lepas dah beranak-pinak sumer (they have kids, i have kintys) ,  tahap gigih tetap sama. they are friends who turns into family. alhamdulillah...

btw, umah i still ada air. meh basuh baju kat sini gals.. :p

:: reunions ::

you know what's fun having friendships yang bertahun-tahun n tahun-tahun?... reunions! just had two sessions last sunday.

it's one of the best feeling when u know you're catching up with those people who are close to heart..with whatever life stories they share, whom u havent met for months but still the bonding is like you've never been apart. starting off with "miyaaaa, bulatnya perut u! bersalin next week eh?" ..followed by "u wanna go back to Kuching alisa? but u just got hereee..whyyyy" and continues with "i will always remember what u say Tania, when it's the matter of the heart..." ..and over a lunch meals n cupcakes we covered quite a bunch of topics. with or without partners the conversation is never awkward. at all.

then later, when somehow somewhat a right moment comes along, whatsapp messages suddenly turns into "eh korang dinner umah la eh malam nie. i masak" ...session starts from 7pm to 1am. food, movie, camwhoring and kittens adopting... time flies when ure spending time with good company. eh jap..good crazies company. :p

next reunion im looking forward to is my 1992 bunch. i owe them my sambal udang petai since 2011. hahaha..lama giler. tapi janji mesti ditepati..inshaAllah soon. waiting for diva kirin punya timetable clear. he flies a lot sejak dua menjak nie laa..haih! af n didi n bestie Fizah is always je around town...pick a date people!

Owh, on a daily basis..i reunion everyday with my classmate from 1993. hahaha..loved & blessed indeed. tq kamoo! Okay that was random...Kbai!

:: #throwback Konsert Destini 2013 ::

Jangan ingat instagram je ada #throwback eh..tengah rajin nak blog nie kita sumbatkan skali kat sini. Why not right? Hehehe..

Been wanting to blog this dah lama kot..tapi tak pernah menyempat. So throwback yang pertama dalam blog nie is for a few months ago punya Konsert Destini!! Sesuai la kan nak throwback sebab a few months ago (technically it was last year) adalah bukan semalam, bukan last week dan juga bukan awal pagi tadi punya cerita.

Konsert yang ini feel dia lain skit sebab it was held in UiTM Shah Alam, kat  dewan baru atas bukit. i had to menapak (in heels okayyyy..) from d parking place kat padang kawad. Dah tercungap and basah ketiak baru tahu we couldve took the vip parking passes. Hampeh.

Line up was mostly the good ones. The night we went ada Dayang Nurfaizah, Hafiz, Adira, Amy Search, Dato CT, Jac, Pasha and Rossa! Ohsem...paling ohsem when Rossa walked by next to me! Next okayyyy...excited lasted for 10mins max. What lasted longer than that was Muara Hati LIVE from Hafiz n Dato CT. Lagu cinta i ols! Haihh..such a prefect (to me) song once upon a story ago.

The concert was for a good cause and harapnya if ada lagi this year everyone should support. Untung students sekarang..ada konsert bagai. Zaman i ols nan hadoo..

Well, my videos are up in keek @peluvtanya. Feel free to sing-a-long for 30seconds eh.. ;)

:: #luvcooks lala goreng pedas ::

eh tetiba nak share resipi pulak...bole ke? sila harap maklum that ive deleted my food-blog due to kemalasan nak handle bebanyak blog..masa mencemburui ku gituhhh! last time i check it was like 3 bulan skali aku hapdate blog tu so apa kejadah namanya kan? i think here is also relevant to share whatever i cook..kan?

so when it comes to cooking..im a Rachel Ray n Nigella fanatic. paling selalu is resipi yang guna paling sikit barang n bahan...my baking is fancier than my cooking. Hehe..and there are times i help out friends who ask for recipes but mostly paling senang ill just ask korang teringin nak makan apa n ill just masak n sila datang umah untuk fulfill keinginan tekak itu..

tapi lately with business growing by day (alhamdulillah...) i dont have time nak tolong masakkan so korang kene la masak sendiri i help out bagi resipi je ok?
so for Lala Goreng Pedas:

Bahan2:
Lala
Cili padi
Bawang putih
Sos tiram

How to:
1. Tumbuk cili padi n bawang putih kasar2 ...how many is really up to you
Sukahati je la byk mana.
2. Tumis bahan tumbuk tadi with a bit minyak sampai naik bau n a bit garing.
3. Add in the lala and kacau.
4. When shells turns color add in sos tiram a bit n some water for gravy. Cook for 5mins.
5. Add a pinch of garam ...and done!

bole hidang with nasi putih n ulam n sirap selasih...inshaAllah licin pinggan. Hahaha..
Selamat memasak!





:: #moviereview Saving Mr. Banks ::

"supercalifragilisticexpialidocious"

if you dont know that term. go do yourself a favor and watch Mary Poppins before watching this. hehehe..

now, masa kecik2 dulu, who doesn't want a nanny who comes through your window? oh heck, masa dah besar nie kalo ada nanny datang tetiba pon sama je aku excited. but nowadays, through the door would be more nicer laa kan...


if ure expecting all songs and dancing and chirpy movie then don't watch. it's nothing like that cause it's a deep soul motivation movie. expect a lot of talking and plenty of imagining. if u love, Disney you'll love this movie and if u love Mary Poppins, you'll understand this movie even better. 


just so you know ada Collin Farrel dalam citer nie. it took me a while to recognize him. usually he's in all those lawan-lawan stuff but this time he is Ginty's dad. good looking as usual but mostly all the time drunk. just so you know jugak ada scene sedih in this movie. get ready a pack of tissues. if you're as sentimental as me, you will probably cry just like me...but im a sucker for weeping in movies. hero nangis, i nangis. heroin nangis, i nangis. mak dia nangis, i nangis. kalo citer scary, hantu tu nangis, i nangis jugak...so paham-paham je la my tahap kememe. but only in movies yaaaa...


i guess what i personally learn from watching Saving Mr. Banks is no matter how terrible a person is to you, never forget their good side. NEVER. choose happy moments. those are the times that really matters. 


tips: don't forget to wait til the end credit tauuuu... enjoy watching!






:: 14th ::

i said yes. tis date. a year ago. and from that day on, inseparable. head over heels and all those makan minum mandi tak basah tak kenyang crap. actually kan..to be exact before yes was 'alaaa...napa today?' boleh takkk aku niee..hahaha.
wasnt much becoz it was Vday ( n it wasnt me dia wish last year..choiii ) but bcos tis was d same date as my ex with dia punya ex. ha'ah pompuan memang complicated n tak tentu arah mengada. I know it has nothing to do with me pon but for the last 6yrs i avoided the date...

oh well..im a Gemini. I dont usually remember everything but if it matters, sampai mati pon maybe ill ingat. i said maybe. if it doesnt then pegi mams. u know?

i have a soft spot for memories. i somehow refuse to get rid of them. tak kira la memories best ke..tak best ke..syiok ke..macam haram ke..i just have tis lil library in my brain stuck with these junks. then again..memories that matters only. and did i tell u im a super-hype gal over making new ones? yes..me. for whatever kind i dont care.

so tis year memories for 14th is different...we had an overnight picnic with our crazee people!! haha...mainly ohanas n lafamilia. the ones we can be super weird and LOL with and still loves you d same. now thats love right?

there was us, food and a big pool of water...aktiviti utama berendam, makan, berendam, makan, makan, berendam, berendam, makan, berendam n tido. bangun ..makan, berendam, makan n balik. just a nice short getaway! and a perfect new 14th memory. one big happy family.. :)

from tis day onwards, come what may, i choose happiness over everything..tq love!

:: whatever ::



oh my february...
there's something about this month that i have a "love and hate collides" thingy. macam-macam discoveries and stories and nonsense and im at a stage where the term 'whatever' starts with a capital W.

my hate is keeping me low key. keeping my circle small. the smallest to the extend nowadays i pick and choose whom to meet up with. faktor umur probably..haha. but really, lately, weekends are usually only with LVDV or families. i have tons of pending coffee sessions. gotta make time for those...probably next month. bulan nie im that blunt in blurting my words so let's just keep it simple and tak yah semak kepala otak.

business is growing...alhamdulillah. im thankful. currently still searching for its momentum but i think so far i can manage. being my own boss is pretty much memenatkan but the satisfaction i get is rewarding. im so glad i get to help people and their thank yous are my motivation.

my love this month is......a new discovery. honestly, im scared as hell but this is it. i foresee things more clearly now and to go through this i must be strong. tak tahu macamana nak express this feeling and mix emotions. no one to help me on this. im on my own. i talk to myself a lot...in my head. i should be talking to LVDV about this but hormones keep kicking my ass and that never happens. haiyohhhh...one day i will. when the time is right. inshaAllah.

whatever it is, i know life has been nothing but a blessing. a lot has changed in a year. A LOT! i have never imagined i will have this life before. the good the bad and the memories. terima kasih kamoo...and thank you God.


:: #moviereview Kami Histeria ::


excuse me. what's with the angkat kening? im a Malaysian...so yes, i support local movies as well okay? ...and i sing to their OST too just so u know :p

semalam pegi tengok screening Kami Histeria. memang agak histeria la jugak ohsemnya! ahahaha..gotta say this movie is pretty cool. bole la letak dalam kategori #mustwatch ...and probably bakal dalam kategori watch berkali-kali. sebab......it's fun!

if ure a penakut sila tengok ramai-ramai but hellooooo....Fazura jadi hantu kot. her face is so not scary la! she's in a super tight kebaya with really blood-red lipstick. black long hair. paku kat tengkok. tak scary lahhhh!!! u people who drools over her might suka bangat. and she sings this time. yups. sings. well...err, kinda sings.

jarang sebenarnya local movies buat comedy and scary yang menjadik but this one im giving 4 out of 5 stars. honestly it's a fun chick-flick. pelakon sumer sedap mata memandang..and jalan cerita sedap mata menonton. every character was well played and stood out individually. *clap*clap*clap*

this is not a musical but since Kami Histeria is an indie-girl band so...catchy songs are included as well. not to mentioned akan terus melekat dalam kepala hotak and tahu-tahu je you'll be like.."kamiiiiiii histeria.....kamiiiii histeria..." ..seriously. im talking from experience. okay...or maybe that's just me.

all in all...girls, go watch it with your bestfriends. perfect to-do-thingy for a girls-day-out...boys, go watch with your best-buddies too. sebab kalo pegi dengan girlfriend n korang drool over si hantu fazura kang ada plak yang merajukssssss....hahaha...

btw, it's out today. selamat menonton!